There is a lesson to be learned when real love is given
I feel like i have been a pupil for the past three weeks down under. A pupil in a teachers position. Its crazy how when given a role of leadership we end up learning more then we ever would as a student.
Recently God has been revealing to me what real christ love is. The primary meaning of the word "love" in scripture is a "purposeful commitment to sacrificial action for one another".
In our day, most define love as some type of feeling. We "fall in love," or two people meet and it is "love at first sight." But the world's love is a selfish matter. If you are attractive to me, be nice to me, meet my needs and love me I in return will "love" you. The world's love is based on getting something from some else. The world does not give love where is does not benefit themselves. If you do not please me then I have no love for you. Thus for the world love must be earned by making someone else feel good.
Emotions will vary, but a commitment which has its basis in biblical love will not be affected by the whelm of emotion or of one's circumstances. I was watching a movie a while back called 500 Days of Summer. It was a great movie but in the film boy meets girl, boy falls for girl, and suddenly out of nowhere girl decides she wants to stop being with him. This is a classic example of worldly love. We go head first into it based solely on our emotions.
Our example of true love is shown in God's love for the sinner. Romans 5:8 says "But God demonstrates his own love for us is this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us". This shows that true biblical love is a matter of will....not of emotion. God choose to love us and His love was not based on our meriting it in any way.
Paul talks about the true righteousness of those who profess Jesus Christ in 1 corinthians 13:4-8, "Love is patient, love is kind, it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no recod of wrong, it rejoices in truth, it always protects, trusts, and perseveres. Love NEVER fails." Paul is speaking and telling us that if we do not do things in this "charity" love then it is not true love. When we say "charity" love we mean christ like love, "Agape" love. A sacrificial love, not an emotion based love. God is telling us that "charity" which is true biblical "love" does not fail. Relationships based on emotion fail, but those based on the tenants of true biblical love NEVER fail.
Today many churches promote a "feel good" religion. It is meant to appeal to emotions. This has had the effect of turning people on to emotion and feeling instead of true spiritual biblical love and commitment. Many today are motivated by emotion rather than being motivated by a commitment to the Lord.
The reason so many are in false doctrine and weak in faith and service to God, and are immature... is because they do not honestly know what the Bible teaches about Biblical love and commitment to Christ or they know and refuse to life in love as the Lord instructs. Their relationship with the Lord is based on how they feel rather than on the promises of God's Word. The same is true in their relationships in their marriages, with their children, family and friends. They evaluate their relationship based on the selfish idea that others should make them feel good and if they do not they are not loved or have the right to withhold love towards others. ILLUS: When I first came to Australia I met a woman who was offended because I wasn't a huge fan of contemporary So-Called Christian Music. She told me in glowing terms how she listened to a Christian Rock Station and the song so helped her get through the day. My friend....think for a moment about what she was saying? She got through the day by hearing a commercial singer, repeating phrases over and over to a strong rhythmic beat and that this helped her spiritually. By the way...the Buddhists, Oriental mystics and many other pagan religious do the same thing. The use music with a strong rhythmic beat to whip the people often into a frenzy.
This is a tough thing because I am very much a music mind. But I feel God has been challenging me to be based in his word, his truth. Music is great but many times music is there to cater to our emotionally charged relationship with the Lord. When our love with the Lord should be based with an "Agape" love. Now don't get me wrong there is some great music out there. But if your looking at music to grow you in the Lord that music should be calling you into action, urging you to go out and proclaim Christ's gospel of life and love.
These last three weeks down under have been a stressful/fun/rewarding/challenging time. God is challenging me with the true meaning of sacrifice and leadership. Giving true Christ like love is not easy, investing your life into lots of people is a draining life. But when you begin to see the fruits of your labor it is fuel to continue. God is good. God is love. God is people.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Flooding
Hey everyone!
Just putting up a quick blog to let everyone know that I am alive and safe. I am living right north of Brisbane and as most of you have heard there has been massive flooding. The area I am in has seen some flooding but nothing close to what is occuring in Brisbane and surronding areas. Please be praying for all the victims and people affected by the floods. The government is talking billions of dollars worth of damage.
As for my organization, thi is giving us many many opportunities to reach out and love our community. With so many hurting and broken families due to the flood, we are stoked at the opportunity to love these people.
Just putting up a quick blog to let everyone know that I am alive and safe. I am living right north of Brisbane and as most of you have heard there has been massive flooding. The area I am in has seen some flooding but nothing close to what is occuring in Brisbane and surronding areas. Please be praying for all the victims and people affected by the floods. The government is talking billions of dollars worth of damage.
As for my organization, thi is giving us many many opportunities to reach out and love our community. With so many hurting and broken families due to the flood, we are stoked at the opportunity to love these people.
Thursday, January 6, 2011
I remember, what was it about 13 years ago, that Princess Diana was killed in a car accident? I remember when it happened, it was all over the media. Any television channel that you turned on had some kind of coverage of the latest developments of this tragedy. Then I remember, I think it was two days later, Mother Teresa died. The media was still saturated in covering the death of Princess Diana, now all of a sudden there was the death of another international figure to cover.
But, for some reason, Mother Teresa’s death never did receive nearly the same level of coverage that Princess Diana’s did. Now the media pundits defended this by saying that Princess Di’s death was somehow more tragic and shocking because, at 37 years old, she was so much younger than Mother Teresa who was 87 years old when she died. They would say that Mother Teresa would definitely be missed, but that she lived a full life. But I think that there was something else going on there.
I think this is a typical example of the difference between the world’s definition of greatness and Jesus’ definition of greatness. I’m not trying to trample on the memory of Princess Diana. The truth is, she was very devoted to helping people. She was involved in charity work right up until her death. Her charity work involved providing help for the homeless, children, people suffering from AIDS, as well as her campaign to ban land mines. But, at the time of her death, the overwhelming majority of the coverage that was given to remembering her life was not given to her charity work but to less servant-oriented aspects of her life.
I remember several times, I heard her courtship with Prince Charles referred to as a “fairy-tale” like romance. And, granted it was the first time in 300 years that someone from non-royal lineage married into the royal family. But let’s be honest, it’s still a big stretch to call their courtship a fairy-tale. It wasn’t like she was a peasent-girl who caught his eye one day while he was milling about the marketplace and they instantly fell in love. She came from one of the richest families in all of Europe. It wasn’t a story of a young woman going from rags to riches. It was more a story of a young woman going from one level of riches to slightly higher level of riches.
Mother Teresa, on the other hand, lead a life that could hardly be considered “fairy-tale.” She began her service as a nun at the age of 19. For her first twenty years as a sister, she served as a teacher in Calcutta. On September 10, 1946 she heard what she referred to as a “call within a call.” She believed that God was calling her to renounce everything so she could follow Christ to serve in the slums, to serve the poorest of the poor. She said that in a quiet prayer she heard a clear and distinct message that she was to “leave the convent and help the poor while living among them.” She felt it wasn’t a request but an order.
When she left the comfort of her teaching job at the convent she ended up on Creek Lane in Calcutta with no shelter, no company, no helper, no money, no employment, no promise, no guarantee and no security. But she held tight to her faith. She prayed “God, You only, only You. I trust in Your call, Your inspiration. You will not let me down.”
Before long, she had found a place to stay at the home of Michael Gomes. Plus, former students of hers began to join in her work. By 1953, 28 women had joined in her work. In 1952, she opened “Pure Heart,” the first of many homes for sick and dying street people. Here she is said to have, along with her helpers, cleaned maggots off the faces of leprosy victims, washed the emaciated bodies of the malnourished and held the hands of the dying. She continued the work of serving the poorest people of Calcutta that began in these humble beginnings the rest of her life. And the work that she began, continues today.
Now, I don’t want you to think that I am trying to over-exalt or detract away from either of these women’s memories. The point that I’m trying to make is that often there is a huge difference in what the world sees as greatness and what God clearly lays out as greatness in His Word.
We see this same confusion in today’s Gospel message. James and John are curious about what their position will be in God’s kingdom. They ask Jesus to allow them to sit at his right and left-hand side in this kingdom. James and John had somehow gotten the mistaken notion that true greatness was measured by how many people served you. But Jesus told them it was just the opposite.
Jesus contrasts the Roman and Greek view of greatness with God’s view of greatness. In speaking about the Roman and Greek rulers, Jesus says, “…those whom they recognize as their rulers lord it over them, and their great ones are tyrants over them.” So, in Greek and Roman culture, greatness was measured by how much power somebody could wield over people.
But, Jesus says that the opposite is true. He presents them with a totally different world view. He says, “But it is not so among you; But whoever wishes to become great among you must be your servant.” The reason why James and John thought that they should receive exalted positions was because they were a part of Jesus’ inner circle. This inner circle consisted of James, John and Peter. Jesus had a closer and more intimate relationship with his inner circle than He did with the rest of His disciples. He, of course loved all of His disciples equally, but his relationship with his inner circle was a little more personal and intimate. They were the first three disciples called, and Jesus’ ministry began with them. That’s why those three disciples were always able to make a connection with Jesus that the other disciples weren’t. So, in a way, it’s kind of understandable that they might think that they should have somewhat exalted positions, since they were still thinking on earthly terms.
Then Jesus kind of wraps this all up by saying that He didn’t come to be served, but to serve and that He also came to “…give His life a ransom for many.” Now when we hear the word, ransom, more likely than not we will think of kidnapping or something like that. But, Jesus uses it here because, back then a ransom is what was paid to release someone from slavery.
Jesus’ death on the cross saved us from our slavery to sin. When Jesus spoke of being the messiah and savior, the disciples, particularly those in His inner circle, thought that His life and power would save them from bondage to Rome. But, what Jesus actually meant was that His suffering and death would free them from their bondage to sin, which is of course a much more significant freedom. This is the confusion that James and John struggled with, and it’s believed that none of the disciples truly began to comprehend what Jesus meant by greatness through servanthood until Jesus’ death and resurrection.
James and John definitely, eventually did get it. James went on to become the first disciple to be martyred for his belief in and teaching of the Gospel and John went on to be a leader in the Jerusalem church and write the Gospel of John and three Epistle letters. He was eventually imprisoned on the island of Patmos for believing and teaching the Gospel of Christ. During his imprisonment on Patmos he wrote the book of Revelation.
What James and John learned was how to be good servant leaders. Servant leadership is when a leader humbles him or herself to be on the same level as those who serve.Mother Teresa definitely understood this. And, I would say that even Princess Diana understood this. But, she didn’t show her greatness through the “fairy-tale” like romance that she had with prince Charles or the lavish extravagant lifestyle that being a member of the royal family allowed her to lead. She showed her greatness through the humility and servanthood that she showed through her work toward helping others.
James and John, eventually understood this. Consequently, they are remembered not for the way they exalted themselves, but through the humility and servanthood that they showed through their ministries.
As Christians, we are called to be servant leaders to the world. We are called to show greatness not by exalting ourselves over others but by humbling ourselves and by serving others. It’s only through humility and servanthood that we are able to continue the work of Christ. It’s only through humility and servanthood that we are able to display the righteousness that Christ imparted upon us through His death on the cross, and it’s only though humility and servanthood that we are able to display true greatness.
Hope this brings some thought to your brains... Feel free to comment below. Also if you would like to email me, feel free to do so at andrewthetford89@gmail.com
But, for some reason, Mother Teresa’s death never did receive nearly the same level of coverage that Princess Diana’s did. Now the media pundits defended this by saying that Princess Di’s death was somehow more tragic and shocking because, at 37 years old, she was so much younger than Mother Teresa who was 87 years old when she died. They would say that Mother Teresa would definitely be missed, but that she lived a full life. But I think that there was something else going on there.
I think this is a typical example of the difference between the world’s definition of greatness and Jesus’ definition of greatness. I’m not trying to trample on the memory of Princess Diana. The truth is, she was very devoted to helping people. She was involved in charity work right up until her death. Her charity work involved providing help for the homeless, children, people suffering from AIDS, as well as her campaign to ban land mines. But, at the time of her death, the overwhelming majority of the coverage that was given to remembering her life was not given to her charity work but to less servant-oriented aspects of her life.
I remember several times, I heard her courtship with Prince Charles referred to as a “fairy-tale” like romance. And, granted it was the first time in 300 years that someone from non-royal lineage married into the royal family. But let’s be honest, it’s still a big stretch to call their courtship a fairy-tale. It wasn’t like she was a peasent-girl who caught his eye one day while he was milling about the marketplace and they instantly fell in love. She came from one of the richest families in all of Europe. It wasn’t a story of a young woman going from rags to riches. It was more a story of a young woman going from one level of riches to slightly higher level of riches.
Mother Teresa, on the other hand, lead a life that could hardly be considered “fairy-tale.” She began her service as a nun at the age of 19. For her first twenty years as a sister, she served as a teacher in Calcutta. On September 10, 1946 she heard what she referred to as a “call within a call.” She believed that God was calling her to renounce everything so she could follow Christ to serve in the slums, to serve the poorest of the poor. She said that in a quiet prayer she heard a clear and distinct message that she was to “leave the convent and help the poor while living among them.” She felt it wasn’t a request but an order.
When she left the comfort of her teaching job at the convent she ended up on Creek Lane in Calcutta with no shelter, no company, no helper, no money, no employment, no promise, no guarantee and no security. But she held tight to her faith. She prayed “God, You only, only You. I trust in Your call, Your inspiration. You will not let me down.”
Before long, she had found a place to stay at the home of Michael Gomes. Plus, former students of hers began to join in her work. By 1953, 28 women had joined in her work. In 1952, she opened “Pure Heart,” the first of many homes for sick and dying street people. Here she is said to have, along with her helpers, cleaned maggots off the faces of leprosy victims, washed the emaciated bodies of the malnourished and held the hands of the dying. She continued the work of serving the poorest people of Calcutta that began in these humble beginnings the rest of her life. And the work that she began, continues today.
Now, I don’t want you to think that I am trying to over-exalt or detract away from either of these women’s memories. The point that I’m trying to make is that often there is a huge difference in what the world sees as greatness and what God clearly lays out as greatness in His Word.
We see this same confusion in today’s Gospel message. James and John are curious about what their position will be in God’s kingdom. They ask Jesus to allow them to sit at his right and left-hand side in this kingdom. James and John had somehow gotten the mistaken notion that true greatness was measured by how many people served you. But Jesus told them it was just the opposite.
Jesus contrasts the Roman and Greek view of greatness with God’s view of greatness. In speaking about the Roman and Greek rulers, Jesus says, “…those whom they recognize as their rulers lord it over them, and their great ones are tyrants over them.” So, in Greek and Roman culture, greatness was measured by how much power somebody could wield over people.
But, Jesus says that the opposite is true. He presents them with a totally different world view. He says, “But it is not so among you; But whoever wishes to become great among you must be your servant.” The reason why James and John thought that they should receive exalted positions was because they were a part of Jesus’ inner circle. This inner circle consisted of James, John and Peter. Jesus had a closer and more intimate relationship with his inner circle than He did with the rest of His disciples. He, of course loved all of His disciples equally, but his relationship with his inner circle was a little more personal and intimate. They were the first three disciples called, and Jesus’ ministry began with them. That’s why those three disciples were always able to make a connection with Jesus that the other disciples weren’t. So, in a way, it’s kind of understandable that they might think that they should have somewhat exalted positions, since they were still thinking on earthly terms.
Then Jesus kind of wraps this all up by saying that He didn’t come to be served, but to serve and that He also came to “…give His life a ransom for many.” Now when we hear the word, ransom, more likely than not we will think of kidnapping or something like that. But, Jesus uses it here because, back then a ransom is what was paid to release someone from slavery.
Jesus’ death on the cross saved us from our slavery to sin. When Jesus spoke of being the messiah and savior, the disciples, particularly those in His inner circle, thought that His life and power would save them from bondage to Rome. But, what Jesus actually meant was that His suffering and death would free them from their bondage to sin, which is of course a much more significant freedom. This is the confusion that James and John struggled with, and it’s believed that none of the disciples truly began to comprehend what Jesus meant by greatness through servanthood until Jesus’ death and resurrection.
James and John definitely, eventually did get it. James went on to become the first disciple to be martyred for his belief in and teaching of the Gospel and John went on to be a leader in the Jerusalem church and write the Gospel of John and three Epistle letters. He was eventually imprisoned on the island of Patmos for believing and teaching the Gospel of Christ. During his imprisonment on Patmos he wrote the book of Revelation.
What James and John learned was how to be good servant leaders. Servant leadership is when a leader humbles him or herself to be on the same level as those who serve.Mother Teresa definitely understood this. And, I would say that even Princess Diana understood this. But, she didn’t show her greatness through the “fairy-tale” like romance that she had with prince Charles or the lavish extravagant lifestyle that being a member of the royal family allowed her to lead. She showed her greatness through the humility and servanthood that she showed through her work toward helping others.
James and John, eventually understood this. Consequently, they are remembered not for the way they exalted themselves, but through the humility and servanthood that they showed through their ministries.
As Christians, we are called to be servant leaders to the world. We are called to show greatness not by exalting ourselves over others but by humbling ourselves and by serving others. It’s only through humility and servanthood that we are able to continue the work of Christ. It’s only through humility and servanthood that we are able to display the righteousness that Christ imparted upon us through His death on the cross, and it’s only though humility and servanthood that we are able to display true greatness.
Hope this brings some thought to your brains... Feel free to comment below. Also if you would like to email me, feel free to do so at andrewthetford89@gmail.com
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Back in Oz
Well hello there... It has been awhile since I last blogged but I am now back in the land down under! I arrived two days ago, and I am set to staff on the Discipleship Training School here on the Sunshine Coast. For the past two days I have been in staff training for 7 hours a day. The school starts on the 17th when the students arrive. This blog is going to be my way of letting all of you know what God is up to in my life and the community I will be working with. I cant wait to get started! Right now I am settling into my new home and starting this crazy adventure. Stayed tuned because every week I will be filling you guys in on all thats going on.
Be Blessed,
Andrew
Monday, March 1, 2010
Living Word Week
Living Word Week
This week was living word week. Which simply means a week focusing of the bible. Before it began i was not looking forward to it at all, i figured it was going to be very long and boring. Once again i was wrong. Our teacher for the week is also one of the staff for our DTS his name is Bryan Hundsburger a canadian who is starting a bible school on the sunshine coast. The week started off with these questions and i challenge you to ask yourself the same:
1.Why am I here?
2. Where am I going?
3. Who is Jesus and do I really know him?
4. Why am I following him?
5.What does it mean to follow him?
6. Do I struggle obeying?
7. Am I willing to suffer for him? If so, how much?
8. Am I willing to die for him? Why or why not?
9. Is the life I'm living worth Jesus dying for?
I challenge you to answer these questions like its the final on your toughest exam.
Throughout the week I began realizing how the bible truly does hold all the answers to all the questions one could have. We learned about two ypes of christians, Bible based and spirit based. Bible based christians are led by the word of God and it leads to legalism. Spirit led christians sre only spirit led and it leads to mysticism. I feel God calls us to have a bit of each in our life. We learned a lot of crazy facts this week and here are just a few:
-92% of North Americans have a bible
-15% of North American christians look at the bible outside of church
-60% North American christians believe the bible is totally accurate
-1 out of 10 teens raised in christian homes think in christian morals
Some of these facts are crazy but all they do is cause me to realize how important the bible truly is. I was very convicted this week, i have been reading my bible on a consistent basis since i got here, but God still convicted me to take it more seriously and to put more heart into it. On quote that hit me hard is a quote from Harry S. Truman, it says "All readers arent leaders, but all leaders are readers". I feel a gift of leadership on my life and how am i supposed to lead if i have no knowledge of what I'm doing?
During the week we went in depth and "behind the scenes" on scripture and looked more in depth on scripture then i ever had in my life. The word is anything but boring and bland. I found out this week about how intriguing and exciting it truly is. I have been praying for wisdom a lot recently and i can honestly say i have found where the source of wisdom for man lies and it is in God and his word. Im so excited everyday to get into the word and see what else I can find in a scripture or book of the bible. My challenge to you is to really look into scripture when you read the word. When we look outside we see nature or whatever is out there, but if we really look into the scenery we see little things we didnt notice when we just looked outside. This is what I want for you when you read the word, to look into it and see the things in the scriptures.
On a different note my roommate from Switzerland got engaged on saturday and we are all real excited for him and keep him in your prayers as he prepares himself for this stage in his life.
God is moving here and its so amazing. Any questions or anything feel free to email me at thetfordaw@mail.lipscomb.edu. Also continue to keep my outreach team in your prayers as we are set to depart for our India and Nepal mission work on March 27th. Pray for our unity and our vision of what all God wants us to do on our trip. God is good and we are not, press into him and you will find him!!!!!
In Christ,
Andrew Thetford
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Prayer Week... a.k.a WOW week
This past week was a mind blower
This past week was prayer week. It was a lot less structured then other weeks, but we still had a lot going on. The leaders kept talking like this is one of the most amazing weeks and i truly wanted to get everything out of it as I could so at the start of the week i decided i was going to give up food and fast for the week. One of the major things we had going on was 24 hour prayer. Throughout the day our class was split up into groups of 4 and we would switch 2 hour shifts in the prayer room. This would go on the whole week.
During this Blog entry it might seem like I'm going kind of off topic at times but God did so so much this week and I'm trying to give away as much details as possible without telling the stuff that I feel isnt to be shared. So bear with me and we will try this out.
Monday morning we woke up and I was hungry but i kept just praying it away and praying that God teach me how to really fast and how to go about it. Once we got to the base we met a New Zealander named Leon. Leon was a big rugby player with a huge heart for prayer. Once he started speaking honestly all i was doing was being pitiful in my head and wanting food but then Leon said some thing, "This week God is going to break us down and ask us to give stuff up. But, God will take care of what you give up". After that I realized that God knows what I'm doing and he'll take care of me and i need to man up and stop complaining if I want God to work through me.
God calls us to an intimate relationship with him, most everyone wants that but with the stories Im about to tell you, you will understand what God taught me and that; in order to have an intimate relationship with him we have to be obedient.
Throughout the whole week we met everyday and Leon would open up the microphone and do harp and bowl type services. This is where we do worship and if someone feels lead to come up and share they can. We did this for hours everyday. People came up who laid down the last of what the enemy was holding against them, and some came up to give words of encouragement. My first shift in the prayer room was on Monday night. When i was in there I started praying for God to bless me and for me to show me things. This prayer didn't last long because i heard God tell me after a while "Bless others and you will see me". Once i heard this i decided to try praying for others. God started putting people from home and people here on my heart. God started giving me words and scriptures for these people that these people needed at that time in their life. God was working in me and i was in awe. This started me being obedient to him during the week.
One story from the week was this: We were in the prayer room and at the base where the room is there was an auto-diesel class taking place in the building next door and the kids were taking a smoke break and could see us praying through a window. When they did they started being disruptive and poking fun at us for being in a room praying. we shrugged it off. But then i felt God tugging on my heart to invite them in if they wanted. I thought that this was ridiculous but God really started pounding my heart so i became obedient and went to ask. around 6 of them came in and i told them we were people who loved the Lord and wanted to just hang out with them. After this they started opening up saying things such as: I'm agnostic, I hate God, God killed my best friend, and not one of them had a good thing to say about God. After this we just started talking in love and the Holy Spirit began to speak to these guys. After a while all of them left except for two guys and one of the two left was on my heart big time. I went up to him and he began to tell me his past and it was a rough one, this guy had been through a lot. God began to break my heart for him and before i knew it this tough tattooed automotive student had tears rolling down his face, and i began to get real emotional. God began to speak through me and say things i didn't even know i knew, but i just told him of how God loves him so much and doesn't care what has happened to him or what hes involved with in his life he wants to meet him where hes at. I felt so convinced that this guy was going to be able to have influence on so many guys that are going through or have gone through what he went through, so i told him that and that I'm 100 percent positive that God wants to use him. I prayed for him and then he went back to class. That night i had 2am-4am prayer session. During this time i prayed with all my might that God would be speaking to him wherever he his right at that moment. The next day we ate lunch and the guys were having their smoke break, so i went to chat with them. They began to grill me with tough questions and i let the spirit do the talking and humbled myself. They eventually had to go into class and i went into the prayer room. About 10 minutes later i heard God say go outside to the water fountain. I did and it wasn't even working so i brushed it off. As i walked back i heard someone say my name. It was the guy from the day before, he began to tell me how the night before he came up with the idea to write a book about what all he had been through and get others to write their stories as well and publish it as a book of testimonies. I have never had a bigger smile in my life so we talked for a bit and i prayed for him on his way back to class. God did this and i went and began to thank him for using a sinner like me to help someone in there life.
As the week progressed we began to see God clearer and clearer and God was speaking to everyone differently but the spirit of God was in full force. Two of my friends here were in a place of doubt with God at the start of the week. You could tell by just looking at them that they were in a frustrating spot with God. One of them was having a rough day and took the day off of lectures. He took a long walk on the beach crying out to God for some sort of sign that he was even real. At that moment there was a dog passing by and he prayed that if God was real he would accept even a dog coming up and showing affection toward him as a sign that God is there. Nothing happened and he was in even more frustration. Meanwhile my other friend had just left lectures and was frustrated as well so she went to the beach for a walk. While she was on her walk she was praying for some sort of sign and out of nowhere a dog came up. She and the dog played with each other for a long while and she said as she played with him she could feel Gods presence and felt like the way the dog was pursuing her is how God is pursuing her. After a while she walked home and the dog followed her all the way home then went on its way. The next day she shared this and my other friend who had no sign the day before began to break down because he realized something that God had been teaching us all week. "When you bless others is when you truly see Christ". His sign he was praying for went to someone else. And when he heard about the story it was a sign to him as well. I began to call God "Jehovah Sneaky" due to his sneaky ways of moving in peoples lives.
I can honestly say that God has spoken to me and moved in my life more this week then any other week of my life. Anyone can feel and see exactly what i experienced this week but you have to surrender, humble yourself, be honest, be wholehearted, and be obedient to his call. Once you began to lay down all of your pride God we will move in ways you have never seen before. So my prayer to anyone reading this is that you lay down your pride and begin to bless others constantly and in doing that God will begin to reveal himself to you.
Here are some things God taught me this week:
- God calls us to surrender so that we may have a full life.
- God will take care of what you give up.
- An honest heart is a humble heart.
- The first step to humility is a humble heart.
- Intimacy calls us to obedience and obedience drives us into intimacy.
I hope you find this blog to be uplifting and confirming that God is real. I also hope that it challenges you in your walk. I hope this challenges you to laid down things in your life and give them to God, and i encourage you to fast from things that is a top priority in your life and let God take care of them for a while because if you do i promise God will move in your life. But most importantly laid down your pride, there is nothing good that comes from pride and there is no room from it in anyones life so lay it down at the cross.
Anyway if there anything you need as far as prayer or anything you want to say, ask, or send to me my email is thetfordaw@mail.lipsocmb.edu and I'm always up to hear from anyone. And if possible i would love to have prayer for the guy in the first story because that story is just beginning and God is still putting him in my life. Also prayer for my upcoming trip to India and Nepal and pray for our teams unity and our time while we are there. Thank you so much for everything. I can still feel your prayers halfway around the world.
In christ,
Andrew Thetford
This past week was prayer week. It was a lot less structured then other weeks, but we still had a lot going on. The leaders kept talking like this is one of the most amazing weeks and i truly wanted to get everything out of it as I could so at the start of the week i decided i was going to give up food and fast for the week. One of the major things we had going on was 24 hour prayer. Throughout the day our class was split up into groups of 4 and we would switch 2 hour shifts in the prayer room. This would go on the whole week.
During this Blog entry it might seem like I'm going kind of off topic at times but God did so so much this week and I'm trying to give away as much details as possible without telling the stuff that I feel isnt to be shared. So bear with me and we will try this out.
Monday morning we woke up and I was hungry but i kept just praying it away and praying that God teach me how to really fast and how to go about it. Once we got to the base we met a New Zealander named Leon. Leon was a big rugby player with a huge heart for prayer. Once he started speaking honestly all i was doing was being pitiful in my head and wanting food but then Leon said some thing, "This week God is going to break us down and ask us to give stuff up. But, God will take care of what you give up". After that I realized that God knows what I'm doing and he'll take care of me and i need to man up and stop complaining if I want God to work through me.
God calls us to an intimate relationship with him, most everyone wants that but with the stories Im about to tell you, you will understand what God taught me and that; in order to have an intimate relationship with him we have to be obedient.
Throughout the whole week we met everyday and Leon would open up the microphone and do harp and bowl type services. This is where we do worship and if someone feels lead to come up and share they can. We did this for hours everyday. People came up who laid down the last of what the enemy was holding against them, and some came up to give words of encouragement. My first shift in the prayer room was on Monday night. When i was in there I started praying for God to bless me and for me to show me things. This prayer didn't last long because i heard God tell me after a while "Bless others and you will see me". Once i heard this i decided to try praying for others. God started putting people from home and people here on my heart. God started giving me words and scriptures for these people that these people needed at that time in their life. God was working in me and i was in awe. This started me being obedient to him during the week.
One story from the week was this: We were in the prayer room and at the base where the room is there was an auto-diesel class taking place in the building next door and the kids were taking a smoke break and could see us praying through a window. When they did they started being disruptive and poking fun at us for being in a room praying. we shrugged it off. But then i felt God tugging on my heart to invite them in if they wanted. I thought that this was ridiculous but God really started pounding my heart so i became obedient and went to ask. around 6 of them came in and i told them we were people who loved the Lord and wanted to just hang out with them. After this they started opening up saying things such as: I'm agnostic, I hate God, God killed my best friend, and not one of them had a good thing to say about God. After this we just started talking in love and the Holy Spirit began to speak to these guys. After a while all of them left except for two guys and one of the two left was on my heart big time. I went up to him and he began to tell me his past and it was a rough one, this guy had been through a lot. God began to break my heart for him and before i knew it this tough tattooed automotive student had tears rolling down his face, and i began to get real emotional. God began to speak through me and say things i didn't even know i knew, but i just told him of how God loves him so much and doesn't care what has happened to him or what hes involved with in his life he wants to meet him where hes at. I felt so convinced that this guy was going to be able to have influence on so many guys that are going through or have gone through what he went through, so i told him that and that I'm 100 percent positive that God wants to use him. I prayed for him and then he went back to class. That night i had 2am-4am prayer session. During this time i prayed with all my might that God would be speaking to him wherever he his right at that moment. The next day we ate lunch and the guys were having their smoke break, so i went to chat with them. They began to grill me with tough questions and i let the spirit do the talking and humbled myself. They eventually had to go into class and i went into the prayer room. About 10 minutes later i heard God say go outside to the water fountain. I did and it wasn't even working so i brushed it off. As i walked back i heard someone say my name. It was the guy from the day before, he began to tell me how the night before he came up with the idea to write a book about what all he had been through and get others to write their stories as well and publish it as a book of testimonies. I have never had a bigger smile in my life so we talked for a bit and i prayed for him on his way back to class. God did this and i went and began to thank him for using a sinner like me to help someone in there life.
As the week progressed we began to see God clearer and clearer and God was speaking to everyone differently but the spirit of God was in full force. Two of my friends here were in a place of doubt with God at the start of the week. You could tell by just looking at them that they were in a frustrating spot with God. One of them was having a rough day and took the day off of lectures. He took a long walk on the beach crying out to God for some sort of sign that he was even real. At that moment there was a dog passing by and he prayed that if God was real he would accept even a dog coming up and showing affection toward him as a sign that God is there. Nothing happened and he was in even more frustration. Meanwhile my other friend had just left lectures and was frustrated as well so she went to the beach for a walk. While she was on her walk she was praying for some sort of sign and out of nowhere a dog came up. She and the dog played with each other for a long while and she said as she played with him she could feel Gods presence and felt like the way the dog was pursuing her is how God is pursuing her. After a while she walked home and the dog followed her all the way home then went on its way. The next day she shared this and my other friend who had no sign the day before began to break down because he realized something that God had been teaching us all week. "When you bless others is when you truly see Christ". His sign he was praying for went to someone else. And when he heard about the story it was a sign to him as well. I began to call God "Jehovah Sneaky" due to his sneaky ways of moving in peoples lives.
I can honestly say that God has spoken to me and moved in my life more this week then any other week of my life. Anyone can feel and see exactly what i experienced this week but you have to surrender, humble yourself, be honest, be wholehearted, and be obedient to his call. Once you began to lay down all of your pride God we will move in ways you have never seen before. So my prayer to anyone reading this is that you lay down your pride and begin to bless others constantly and in doing that God will begin to reveal himself to you.
Here are some things God taught me this week:
- God calls us to surrender so that we may have a full life.
- God will take care of what you give up.
- An honest heart is a humble heart.
- The first step to humility is a humble heart.
- Intimacy calls us to obedience and obedience drives us into intimacy.
I hope you find this blog to be uplifting and confirming that God is real. I also hope that it challenges you in your walk. I hope this challenges you to laid down things in your life and give them to God, and i encourage you to fast from things that is a top priority in your life and let God take care of them for a while because if you do i promise God will move in your life. But most importantly laid down your pride, there is nothing good that comes from pride and there is no room from it in anyones life so lay it down at the cross.
Anyway if there anything you need as far as prayer or anything you want to say, ask, or send to me my email is thetfordaw@mail.lipsocmb.edu and I'm always up to hear from anyone. And if possible i would love to have prayer for the guy in the first story because that story is just beginning and God is still putting him in my life. Also prayer for my upcoming trip to India and Nepal and pray for our teams unity and our time while we are there. Thank you so much for everything. I can still feel your prayers halfway around the world.
In christ,
Andrew Thetford
Monday, February 15, 2010
Fear of God
Last week was amazing. I feel like every week here just gets better and better. It probably is because every week we are digging deeper and deeper into Gods heart. Last week we had a speaker come in named Glen Vines who is an Assembly of God minister who lived in Tibet for 10 years doing mission work. Glen was an amazing man of God who had a huge gift of prophecy.
The week started out with Glen telling us of how God wants us to fear Him enough to make good decisions. When God speaks to you, mainly through your conscience, the fear of making the wrong choice often makes you do the right thing. God spoke through Glen so much to us and he laid so many prophecies on our group and people in our group. I am kind of upset and unable to go in depth about his lectures because i lost my notes from the lectures.
But.... anyway God is moving in amazing ways. Last week the September DTS came into town from their outreaches for a week of debrief before heading home. This gave me an opportunity to just get a grasp on what all outreach is going to entail. The other group had their graduation on friday night and seeing all of them breaking down and so anxious/excited/sad to go home made me want to make sure i put everything i have into the rest of my time here.
Once Saturday came some of us went to a local national park with a waterfall(that we jumped off of), and it was absolutely beautiful. Some of us took a long walk in the park, which was a tropical rain forrest and it blew my mind with all i saw there. Sunday came and i chilled out most of the day then church came and there was a guest spaker but his message was amazing.
Sorry about the short blog this week but i can assure you that my next blog is going to be amazing, because this week is prayer week and there is already some amazing stuff happening here.
Thank you again to everyone for all yalls prayers, i can still feel them in my life. Also continue to pray for my upcoming trip to India and Nepal and the 5 others going with me, i believe God is going to show up big time.
Love,
Andrew Thetford
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